♪♫ We're all living in Amerika, Amerika it's wunderbar! ♪♫

And don't forget that ''This is not a love song"!

(Amerika by Rammstein)

SWEET KISSES!


Jay

WRONG!.... SO WHAT?

Maybe if you look deeper inside my eyes all you will see is two black (or brown) empty holes which don't tell you anything, not even a simple whisper... nothing! They are the eyes of someone who doesn't care. Of someone who is running fast in the wrong way straight to the hell.

But this is the fate: to be always in the wrong place, talking to the wrong people and still hoping to reap the right reward... What a pretence! I could not demand a lot from someone with such limited reasoning ability!

I've tried to be "good", but all i could do is being myself and then people started to say tha i'm EVIL. Well in this case i can't help them and i also won't make any effort to change their minds, maybe they are not wrong at all.....

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Jay

3... 2... 1... FIRE!!!

You may be asking yourself: Why does she did that to me? Why does she calls me fool everytime, she doesn't even know me? What is the reason of such hate inside that heart? Why does she denigrates my image like this? Does she feel satisfied with this?

Yeah i do!

So let us start from the origin

Did i ask your opinion when i decided to build my own fate regardless of the wild winds that came against me? You all just said: ''She's just a fucking crazy bitch and she won't get it!" Did i ask your help when i've fought against the world to full-fill my goals? Absolutely no! I walk by my own and use to do ANYTHING to obtain sucess in everything i do in this life, so if you don't agree with my methods and with the way how i manage my own life, dear, fuck you!

All that people know is criticize what they fear, what is unknow to them, what makes them feel small, what is a chalenge to them but instead to try understand they just crucify. I'm not afraid of anyone or anything so don't waste your time trying intimidate me kids!

I may not pull the trigger, but as sure as hell if you do something to deserve that i'll surely give you the gun and open the grave for you. The rest is with you...

Freak! Is that how you call me right? Well i prefer to live up this nickname than share the same dirty cup that this hypocrite and ridiculous society.

I don't wanna induce anyone to use a feeling like hate as a shield, because believe me, you feel torn whithin when this is not part of your  nature and i'm not confusing justice with insane revenge, actually the concept of both as clear as crystal in my head, i call this self-defense. At first your chest will burn and throat will pain as if a torn was trying to come out through you mought. Many people in this world deserve to burn in hell, they lie, they cheat, they kill ... us... but it doesn't mean that you have to take their lives with your own hands, this is disgusting because their blood is infected... is rotten.

So let the demons take care of them and don't worry, they will! And in face of all of these facts i just have one thing to tell you:

DON'T MESS WITH ME!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay