WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY "SIN"?

Everytime I walk by I feel their eyes following me, cursing... blaming it on me, on us. That time they were looking like hungry eagles, preparing theirselves to devour the juicy dish, so disgusting! What do you mean by ''DIRTY'' once she's so innocent?

What's so weird? What's so nasty to you? Can't you see you're hurting her with there angry words trying to make her feel guilty? Look her soft face shining like a morning sun when she sees her ''butterfly'' flying by...What do you mean by "CHEAP" once we're looking so great together?

Please stop hunting us with these your guns made by hypocrisy & false conduct becaus nothing is more rotten than pigs under sheep skins, so watch yourselves before pointing the finger to such pure feeling! 

At last, what do you mean by ''SIN'' once we're looking like two angels rising to the heaven on dresses made by red roses?

Free your mind, look at your own rottenness, let the others take care of their own future because you surely are not in it...

TASTY KISSES!

Jay

OH SUCH A DEEP WISH..!

Such a deep wish of rip your chest & feel the sweet smell of your blood flowing out of it, painting my hands & my blade of a intense red...!

Such a deep wish, my dearest cheater, of slip this blade on your neck unt...

ill I see your pulsing throat in blood, I'm cutting you slowly... slowly

Oh awesome view, your writhing body in pain.... Oh your pain! It would make me evily satisfied, you know, this is my sweetest dream, to watch your slow & painful death, to feel your heavy breath, opening the eyes which see nothing... Oh your pain! Divine poetry played by the demon's flute... your sweet & delicious pain!

SWEET KISSES!

 

Jay

ALLAHABAD, LAND OF PROSTITUTES

Everybody knows that Allahabad in India is known by his famous prostitutes who are the most required ones in whole India, you can find some information about one of the Allahabad whores in a past post about SAKSHI SHARMA one of the most wasted and famous slut over there now follow 2 more PROSTITUTES whom you can contact and ask for the most amazing dirty service you ever had. Enjoy this PROSTITUTE guys!

Prostitute: NEHA CHATTREE

https://www.facebook.com/innocent.p.neha

Prostitute: RANGOLI TIWARI

https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100004178494738&ref=ts&fref=ts

Prostitute: SAKSHI SHARMA
http://www.facebook.com/sakshi.sharma.7587

Prostitute: SARI KHAN
https://www.facebook.com/sari.khan.35?ref=ts&fref=ts

And one more thing THESE PROSTITUTES ARE FOR FREE!!!!!!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

VULTURES

Classified in several groups, the VULTURES may be the ones who regurgitate obligations, complains, injuries around you. These ones also may try to force you stay by them & love them even if their simple noise thought the house or their voices in the morning make you sick! These type of vulture is also called family and believe me it's the more hateful in whole specie, so avoid them anyhow!

There's also that kind of vulture whom stay by your side in your bad & worst moment, in your decay & your sickness just to have an orgasm while watching your disgrace show. These ones may be called friends, classmates, neighbours, friend of a friends, etc. About these ones don't stay so far but always stand in front of them covered by gold & wait for the day when they will be bleeding on the floor so you will be able to step on their bruises & laugh evily! They deserve it!

So there's a special kind of vulture that deserve a detailed description because maybe they are whom impact our life the most: The beloved vultures!

This kind of animal is the less intelligent of all & also uses to underestimate our capability of connect the facts, of think about the probabilities, of use our brains. Actually they are the most ingenuous kind of vultures in whole jungle... or the most dumb... anyway these ones have also a really bad nature, they use to lie & cheat madly, they are promiscuous - means they fuck with every creature on earth - they kill, they rip our chest & stick our heart just so see it bleeding & bleeding. This kind of vulture deserves... well... TO LIE DOWN ON DEMON'S BURNING BED & BE RAPED BY EACH CREATURE THAT RESIDE IN HELL & ALSO HAVE A LONG & THORNY TRUNK ENTERING INTO THEIR ASS, NIGHT BY NIGHT! (^_^)

So watch out & keep your eyes on the vultures... they can kill!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

NOV 2nd ... HAPPY DAY OF THE DEAD!!

Let's celebrate the stop beating hearts

The coldness of the eyes that look at nowhere

The coldness of the skin which once burned under your sheets

Let's celebrate the not being

The not staying... the not breathing...

 Happy day of the dead!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

WARNING!!

THIS IS A BRAZILIAN COMPANY OF THE FOOD INDUSTRY CALLED ''VILMA ALIMENTOS'' IF YOU USE TO CONSUME THE PRODUCTS FROM THIS COMPANY YOU SHALL WATCH OUT BCOZ THE FACTORIES ARE POLLUTED AND THE PRODUCTS MADE OVER THERE ARE CONTAMINATED. INTO THE PASTA PACKET YOU CAN FIND OUT DEAD RATS, HUMAN TEETH, HUMAN NAILS, AND COCKROACHES SO PAY ATTENTION AND DON'T BUY PRODUCTS FROM ''VILMA ALIMENTOS'' BRAND!!

 

TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE ABOVE & THE SCIENCE WILL SHOW YOU A 2000 YEARS OLD FUCKING LIE!!!

 ...BECAUSE SOME THINGS JUST DON'T EXIST!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

IT'S EVOLUTION, BABY!!!

FREEDOM OF THOUGHTS: from my view this is the first step to evolution, that comes with revolution.

Call me heretic, freak, pervert, insane, (once you don't pay my bills) whatever but for sure I guess I can't be called hypocrite, weak, coward, because I'm not afraid of facing the things that make your hands sweats shaky. I don't fear the unknown, the invisible, the despot.

From my view the reason is the master key that opens all doors, no matter how enigmatic the situation is if your brain is able to work even a little bit you can find all your answers.

It's not an invisible being that should be feared but the ignorance, the blindness, the dumb faith in something or someone who doesn't & will never exist not in this world, not in the next. 

The real power is called KNOWLEDGE, REASON, INFORMATION, not a insane philosophy with a black book in a hand & and a pistol in the other one targeting you if you don't ''obey'' as a stupid machine.

OPEN YOUR EYES to the ones who wants your money selling you a insane salvation; to the ones who calls you servant; to the ones who tell you to stay on your knees & humiliate yourselves to earn his ''love''; to the ones who promisse you the heaven, a heaven that you will never see in life or in death. When our eyes close only darkness & coldness sits around, it's the darkness & coldness of your grave, not of the heaven.

YEAH I'M HERETIC & ALSO A FREE THINKER, SO IF I'M DISTURBING YOUR MIND, TAKE CARE OF YOUR SOUL... WE MEET IN THE HELL!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

YOU MAKE ME SICK!

YOU fucking liar who open your rotten mouth to tell me sweet words, the most decorated ones, lovely & disgusting...

YOU who make promisses which ones you will never be able to fulfill... useless;

YOU that come on shape of stupid machines with promisse of eternal salvation, but in the end, oh sweetheart, in the end you were just an illusion created by sick minds, weak souls;

YOU that promissed me the world but can't handle even your own scum;

YOU lover, YOU relatives, YOU ''invisible holy being'', YOU liar ,YOU cheater... YOU make me sick!

YOU DESERVE TO DIE!

WARNING!!!

WARNING!!!!!
THIS GIRL IS SAKSHI SHARMA FROM MALVIYA NAGAR, ALLAHABAD (INDIA) SHE IS ACCUSED OF HITTING AND KILLING A NEW BORN BABY, A BOY THAT SHE HAD WITH A MARRIED MAN FROM MUMBAI - I WON'T TELL HIS NAME - BUT THIS DANGEROUS BANDIT SAKSHI MUST BE ARRESTED AND SHOULD PAY FOR HER CRIME. SAKSHI SHARMA HAVE ATTACKED THE LITTLE BABY WITH A STONE ON HIS HEAD AND THEN WITH THE BLEEDING BOY CRYING HARD ON HER ARMS SHE HAVE DROWNED HIM IN HOT WATER UNTILL HE STOP BREATHING, JUST BECAUSE THE MARRIED MAN WHO MADE THE CHILD WITH HER DIDN'T ACCEPTED THE SON! AND MOST INCREDIBLE EVEN BEING ONLY 18 SHE SELLS HER BODY TO EARN MONEY TO FULFILL HER SELFISH WISHES, AFTER KILLING HER BABY SHE KEPT BEING THE MOST POPULAR PROSTITUTE AT HER AREA! HER FAMILY MOVED TO ANOTHER STATE BY FEELING ASHAMED OF THIS MURDER WHORE!!

IF YOU'RE A MOM AND LOVE YOUR KIDS YOU SHALL BE THE ONE WHO PROTECT THEM AND LOVE THEM MOST, NOT TO TAKE THEIR LIVES SO BRUTALLY LIKE THIS WOMAN DID...!

 

THE PAIN...?

When it's paining we feel like dressing off this muscles, skin, these bloody clothes...

When it's paining we just wanna run, run and keep running;

When it's paining we just wanna close the doors.. all of them... isolate ourselves in a dark and silent room;

We just wanna lay down and sleep... sleep forever, maybe this way the pain goes...

 

This sensation is like living in an endless winter, endless night, endless rain...

It's like being a lost child in the war, corpses everywhere, blood everywhere, bombs blasting everything around us, screams, noises, tears...

As if every way would lead you to the despair... the loneliness...

So we contemplate the face of the death and this face becomes the most beautiful we've ever seen on earth!

And suddently the doors to freedom just open, few steps ahead, what a wondeful vision!

Being "strong"? Keep moving on? It's not about just ignoring the world and closing the eyes to the pain, to the sadness. We can't just not look or not feel. There's a whole story behind the tears, a shattered soul under the skin, a rotten heart that pulses so weak... Actually i believe that "being strong" is something like be able to let go the pain while life goes slowly in blood, in pills, in a rope...

Are we strong enough to keep a promisse of meeting someone in the heaven?

Oh are you asking about "god" and his "mercy" and "love"? Well he doesn't care, I don't care, let's just don't care together...

SALTY KISSES!

Jay

WHAT DO I THINK ABOUT "LIARS" & "LIES"? WELL...

Only the person who has been badly hurted with this such a disgusting devil's trick knows the pain of have made a fool by someone. 

A bullet will hurt your flesh, your bones, your skin, but a LIE will destroy your soul!

Sometimes inspired by naivety, or even stupidity, humans use to decorate their words with roses  and turn them into something different from the reality.But even the most fool creature in the world knows how painful is when it's thorns pierces our flesh. Roses are beautiful but not its thorns, just like a LIE when it makes you smile for a while but it will surely make you cry later harder than you've laughed.

Many times the fucking and disgusting LIARS are just the ones who never meant to hurt you and then they decide to send you flowers with a snake inside. I mean, for "loving" you  they comfort you with a sweet lie and cover the monstrous truth just to see your cute smile once more. But...... some of them just lie to fuck you really, these ones deserve to burn in hell. Well, about that ones who promissed us never let a tear of sadness fall on our faces, but in the end just shattered our souls and hearts with that fatal fairy tale, I just say: MOTHERFUCKERS THE DEMON IS WAITING FOR YOU IN THE HELL TO INSERT HIS STICK IN YOUR FUCKING ASS!!

In face of these facts I realy don't care if I'll hurt your feelings, or if I made you cry, but I'll never deceive you with a sweet lie just to make you happy, bcoz my "mission" is not make you smile, but let you know the truth always.

Give me a shot, call me insane, kidnap my sister... BUT DON'T LIE TO ME...

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

LET'S COUNT FROM 1 TO 12 & THEN GO FUCK YOURSELF! (^_^)/

I believe i already wrote a little bit about HYPOCRISY in an old post, but the deal is that everytime i feel necessary to remind people about something really important i have to bring some things again, i've got to hunt out some corpses from my sweet cemetery of human rottenness!

Well, from some weeks on i can see some sweet people judging some acts of mine and then they forget something really interesting about themselves: They're rotten inside.

Sweetheart do you really wanna talk about CONDUCT? Are you all sure about the purity of yours before trying to maculate mine? Are you really sure that your minds, hands and bodies are cleaned up enough before telling me mine are corrupted?

Remeber when you lied, cheated your wife / husband / girlfriend / boyfriend / friend in a stinky corner that night, you've killed, destroyed dreams, corrupted kids (sometimes your own kids), abused girls, abused old people?? Don't you remeber? Your bloody hands on that innocent and pure skin, your fingers around that cute neck pressing until that heart stop beating. Your disgusting voice in my ears saying "come she will never know i'll lead to a place of pleasure where you'll be mine and i'll be yours, come give me your body". WTF!! So now i'm the bitch here right MOTHERFUCKER?

Your soul is rotten, i can see the worms coming out through your mouth, your eyes, your ear, your nose, but all you can see is my "bad" acts according to you, my faults, my rottenness while yours is damaging all around you. Open your eyes and look at yourself, you'll feel like screaming, crying, undressing this your skin, taking off this your soul.

So....... before judging my CONDUCT take a deep breath, take all your HYPOCRISY, count from one to twelve and then GO FUCK YOURSELF!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

WARNING!!!!!

THIS GIRL IS SAKSHI SHARMA FROM MALVIYA NAGAR, ALLAHABAD (INDIA) SHE IS ACCUSED OF HITTING AND KILLING A NEW BORN BABY, A BOY THAT SHE HAD WITH A MARRIED MAN FROM MUMBAI - I WON'T TELL HIS NAME - BUT THIS DANGEROUS BANDIT SAKSHI MUST BE ARRESTED AND SHOULD PAY FOR HER CRIME. SAKSHI SHARMA HAVE ATTACKED THE LITTLE BABY WITH A STONE ON HIS HEAD AND THEN WITH THE BLEEDING BOY CRYING HARD ON HER ARMS SHE HAVE DROWNED HIM IN HOT WATER UNTILL HE STOP BREATHING, JUST BECAUSE THE MARRIED MAN WHO MADE THE CHILD WITH HER DIDN'T ACCEPTED THE SON!

BLODDY BITCH!!!!!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

Come sweetheart... take my hand...

Come my sweetheart.... i'll make all your pain go away, if you close your eyes it hurts less.... stop shaking your head or the blood will come.... trust me and all your sorrows will desapear faster than a thought.... come... give me your hand... the raven is coming to take off your eyes... you'll stay in the darkness... come sweetheart take my hand and i'll show you up the beauty behind this bloody land...

SWEET KISSES!


Jay

♪♫ We're all living in Amerika, Amerika it's wunderbar! ♪♫

And don't forget that ''This is not a love song"!

(Amerika by Rammstein)

SWEET KISSES!


Jay

WRONG!.... SO WHAT?

Maybe if you look deeper inside my eyes all you will see is two black (or brown) empty holes which don't tell you anything, not even a simple whisper... nothing! They are the eyes of someone who doesn't care. Of someone who is running fast in the wrong way straight to the hell.

But this is the fate: to be always in the wrong place, talking to the wrong people and still hoping to reap the right reward... What a pretence! I could not demand a lot from someone with such limited reasoning ability!

I've tried to be "good", but all i could do is being myself and then people started to say tha i'm EVIL. Well in this case i can't help them and i also won't make any effort to change their minds, maybe they are not wrong at all.....

SWEET KISSES


Jay

3... 2... 1... FIRE!!!

You may be asking yourself: Why does she did that to me? Why does she calls me fool everytime, she doesn't even know me? What is the reason of such hate inside that heart? Why does she denigrates my image like this? Does she feel satisfied with this?

Yeah i do!

So let us start from the origin

Did i ask your opinion when i decided to build my own fate regardless of the wild winds that came against me? You all just said: ''She's just a fucking crazy bitch and she won't get it!" Did i ask your help when i've fought against the world to full-fill my goals? Absolutely no! I walk by my own and use to do ANYTHING to obtain sucess in everything i do in this life, so if you don't agree with my methods and with the way how i manage my own life, dear, fuck you!

All that people know is criticize what they fear, what is unknow to them, what makes them feel small, what is a chalenge to them but instead to try understand they just crucify. I'm not afraid of anyone or anything so don't waste your time trying intimidate me kids!

I may not pull the trigger, but as sure as hell if you do something to deserve that i'll surely give you the gun and open the grave for you. The rest is with you...

Freak! Is that how you call me right? Well i prefer to live up this nickname than share the same dirty cup that this hypocrite and ridiculous society.

I don't wanna induce anyone to use a feeling like hate as a shield, because believe me, you feel torn whithin when this is not part of your  nature and i'm not confusing justice with insane revenge, actually the concept of both as clear as crystal in my head, i call this self-defense. At first your chest will burn and throat will pain as if a torn was trying to come out through you mought. Many people in this world deserve to burn in hell, they lie, they cheat, they kill ... us... but it doesn't mean that you have to take their lives with your own hands, this is disgusting because their blood is infected... is rotten.

So let the demons take care of them and don't worry, they will! And in face of all of these facts i just have one thing to tell you:

DON'T MESS WITH ME!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

YOU ARE A PUBLIC TOILET!!

How many girls know the meaning of self respect? How many women are really able to respect their own bodies? This is not a tough question, actually as simple as you think.... MANY!

I know two girls, prostitutes from Kanpur City (U.P.) India; they're Shikha Nagpal & Aparna Gupta, and they might have sold their bodies to whole India. I really don't care about what they do with their stinky and trashed flesh and actually it's not of my business, but i just wanna expose how someone who doesn't have even one single drop of self respect can destroy herself.

Shikha Nagpal used to be a kind of low cost product in Kalyanpur, something accessible for her classmates. Insane and dirty nights of orgy have succeeded among seminal fluid jets on her face, cheap words whispered in her ears, she's put her legs up and the real party has started! So many guys and such a hard ''activity'' has brought something really bad to Shikha: her vagina is getting rotten because of a cancer, oh sure and the HIV virus has made a little visit to her!

The other face of this disgusting coin is Aparna Gupta who has aborted three kids in secret to doesn't make her parents ashamed after sell her body to the classmates, some relatives, neighbours, unknown guys, husbands, boyfriends..........

Oh shit! People like these two girls should be aborted instead had born on this world! Disgusting bitches!

If humans were created the image and likeness of their god, it's understandable a certain indian girls behavior. And moreover isn't the COWS a god in India?

I'm not telling that all indian girls are prostitutes, only 99,9% of them are cheap and dirty sluts! Isn't it Reshmi Mukherjee from Calcuta?

So girls, (and also boys) don't be a public toilet where everybody make their shit and go, leaving you as a waste and disgusting trash!

Oh sure and use condom... AWAYS you fool! This fucking world doesn't need more hungry kids or infected people!

SWEET KISSES!

Jay

TIMELINE................................

Did you already look back upon your whole life today? By chance was it with a sense of shame? I bet yes! Some people spend their damn lives saying: "I could never have done that, oh i regret this i regret that". Firstly why did you do things that you were sure you would regret later? You are not a fucking kid, maybe a little bit retarded... Well i never regret anything i do, it's such  waste of time, what have been said and done can never be undone..!

Anyway memories shall be placed in golden boxes in a safe place so they won't get lost or contaminated by worldly filth.

Even if your timeline is full of stupid things, tears, bruises, bad words, sadness, loneliness, you will take it with you forever because you can close your eyes and shake your head to disperse all your rottenness but when you open up them they will be still there... unfortunately...

People use to say ''forget the past, live the present and wait for the future" but, the past is not something that you have to forget (Would you forget it if you had killed someone last week? I don't think so) but kept in its place, means in the preterit and don't fuck your present to don't regret the future! It's all!

But one thing is true you idiot, all the things you do in life, good ones and stupid ones are part of the growing up process. So enjoy it!

SWEET KISSES!